Snowflake StraySheep / Kayla Marie Waller / morinokunikara / blankshadesgame / vividkiss / VTuber Amour Amandine - Thread #2: The Return of the Transtrender Sperglord Who Tried To Delete Her Thread and Listened to an Adult Have Sex With a Minor. Now With A Baby in the Mix!

[beautiful person]

Kayla's being retarded again.
Comparing herself to her own brother and being mopey about it is an old classic."I wanna buy drawings but I have to save for the baby!!" And of course Beth is enabling this shit. She's ~physically pained~ because she'll never have art ever ever again :eyeroll:"Teach me to draw. Wait, I can't be taught to draw because my brain is bad."She's so uniquely terrible at everything in a way that no one could possibly ever relate to, that even her tracings are bad.An hour of effort into her super important OC's design.
You are Kayla. You are a cisgendered, binary female woman, who is a lesbian. All of these years of trying to overcomplicate shit so that you could have a very special identity of your own, and you've finally concluded what was obvious this whole time.

 

[Pronoun Party]

Whoa guys, she's bought at least FIVE how to draw books. She's really exhausted all her options here. Must be that she has a bad brain that she's conveniently helpless to change.

I love how transparent she is about only wanting asspats rather than any kind of actual assistance that would require effort (and accountability) on her part.

 

[Grand Duke Snowfall]

Okay good, Null’s maintenance only ate a bit of my reply.
Good lord, my head. Whenever she starts typing in BOLD ITALIC CAPS I just imagine the most high pitched, brattiest screeching. Imagine acting like this when you’re turning 30 this year.


I’ve seen more level-headed art discussion from friggin Andrew Dobson. Imagine being so pathetic you feel physical pain from not having art of your butt ugly OC and autistically screeching when someone gives you some tough love because it’s “not what you wanted”. It’s been said many times, and I’ll say it again. Her kid is fucking doomed. Imagine if the kid has an actual problem at school and tries to come to mom for help, if they even get to that point.

 

[moorhen]

Is Gems British? I can’t remember, but Kayla’s reblogged an ebegging post from someone named Gem who’s done the classic tumblr grift of posting random screenshots that prove nothing, like our old girl Rabbie (miss u Marissa).

It’s a grift I’m surprised that Kayla hasn’t tried, but I’m assuming it’s because Beth handles all the bills so she doesn’t have access to any accounts that make good screenshots.

I can’t imagine being married to someone and having separate rooms. That just sounds… sad. And the baby wouldn’t be in her room all the time? So Beth can sleep for work? While Kayla sits on her flat, white looking ass at home?

 

[Edgeworth]

She's gonna "start learning to play the drums" because why attempt a more affordable, less obnoxious hobby.

No one thinks you're faking ADHD. Everyone (as in, everyone who isn't inside your asspatting circlejerk) thinks you're faking autism just as you were with BPD, DID, and being nonbinary/trans. I still think the overreliance on RSD as a "get out of being told no free" card gets super annoying regardless of who you are though and you're a real big fan of using ADHD's RSD as a "get out of being told no free" card. Learn self-soothing. Do it better. Or, y'know. At all.

Baby's confirmed to be a girl.



Their game plan is "equal distribution of infant needs" when every single person who's a parent or deals with kids know that this is not what's going to happen because infants/toddlers/kids do not give a single fuck about you or your schedules.

Also lol, lmao even at this idea that Kayla will miraculously get a job come July. Fuck both of them.

 

[Grand Duke Snowfall]

I actually will throw them a bone and say that I don’t think sleeping separately can always be a bad thing. It can just happen when both people have pretty incompatible sleep (ie one snores loud enough to pierce through any ear plugs ever manufactured, one likes to fall asleep to nature noises/music/the TV).
But then there’s them thinking that schedule crap will all work out. Reality is going to hit them hard in the face once this kid is born. A part of me is still thinking that in the future we might end up seeing a news article about one or both of them being arrested for child neglect. It would be absolutely horrible, but by this point it wouldn’t surprise me.

 

[Edgeworth]

Hilariously, this led into her having a panic attack because of her FSA running low. Remember that she's still completely equipped and financially stable to have a child. If only she saved any of that money instead of arbitrarily deciding to go to the ER for being dehydrated and getting too high and other stupid shit.

This led into her fishing for attention because she remembered that she was under a lot of pressure as a child to be successful. Can't imagine why she thinks she might be a failure right about now. She reblogged and made a poll about it because she didn't get as many asspats as she wanted. I'm not including anon answers or the poll because it's stupid and boring.

Almost as boring as her more recent bout of "getting comfort" for... I dunno, FOs again. And photo mode for BG3 not being ideal enough for her. Imagine my shock.

Spoiler: Point to all the new stuff-- oh wait

Might have something to do with dogwater takes like this. Just a guess.

Oh wait, you said pay? Bet. Pay me what money you don't have because you can't keep a fucking job and I'll tell you whatever you need to know. Not WANT to know. NEED to know.

Also I mostly shared because she got INCREDIBLY little engagement with this one, which... I don't want to be optimistic but one can wonder if her followers are just tired of the same shit every day. Correction as I was posting this: she did get a few anons but none of them seemed particularly enthusiastic to babysit her emotional volatility, which is great to see. It's almost like she's emotionally abusive and she constantly asks for reassurance and "answers" (BUT NOT ADVICE THOSE ARE TWO TOTALLY DIFFERENT CONCEPTS TO KAYLA THE INFALLIBLE) but the ones she's given either aren't good enough for her or she says "I didn't ask" when she's given legitimate advice.

The third one she reaches for is "that doesn't help", then wonders why no one wants to help her. It's like she constantly feels like she's drowning but every time someone offers her a rope or a floaty or some other visual metaphor, she slaps it away like "how is a rope/floaty/etc supposed to help me stop drowning I didn't ask for a rope I need a whole boat".

Still exhausting and demanding as ever.

 

[beautiful person]

Lmao, I was just checking her blog and saw all that shit. She's amazing in her fucked-up-ness. "Why is everyone ignoring me? TELL ME!!!" You literally have 200 followers, lol.

Of course, she didn't see this coming, that natal care would come into direct financial conflict with her chronic need for mental health care (not that she's a bottomless pit when it comes to coping with a busted personality, or anything). Apparently gubermint gibs aren't enough after all! Because medical care for the kid only escalates after it's born. So she's going to be having this problem for the next like 18 years.

 

[Grand Duke Snowfall]

I also love how amongst the panic of boywife almost giving birth prematurely and realizing that gibs aren’t going to be enough to get them above water, she manages to sperg over a video game and not getting attention. “Woe is me, I don’t feel a thing from music and wish that I had internet approval to have a shitty AI version of a vampire call me kitten! This completely optional photo feature sucks! I have my priorities laid out straight!”

 

[Digital Thunder]

I also love how amongst the panic of boywife almost giving birth prematurely and realizing that gibs aren’t going to be enough to get them above water, she manages to sperg over a video game and not getting attention. “Woe is me, I don’t feel a thing from music and wish that I had internet approval to have a shitty AI version of a vampire call me kitten! This completely optional photo feature sucks! I have my priorities laid out straight!”

"I'm too much of an emotional and imaginative black hole to think about what songs suit my make-believe fictional romances! Please attempt then predictably fail to spoonfeed me solutions to this while I continue to set up my actual pending child for failure right out of the womb!"

 

[Fat Black Woman]

To be honest, I don't even think Kayla needs/deserves mental health care. She's an idiot and selfish and infantile and a narcissist, not genuinely mentally ill. Her anxiety is mild, her depression seems practically nonexistent unless she needs it to be for whatever reason (sympathy, attention whoring, suicide baiting, etc.), and like so many neurotic women her age she pathologizes every single negative feeling she has because she belongs to a culture that valorizes, romanticizes and values the victim status of true mental illness. These people wouldn't know what the fuck to do if confronted with a person who is truly suffering from a severe mental illness. They would clam up and panic and be disgusted and fearful. I find the whole thing pretty distasteful.

It is wild to me that Kayla is incapable of listening to music and...imagining things in her mind's eye? That is fucking wild. HOW. How is that possible for a human being. I know not everybody visualizes stuff in their head, but surely almost everyone, even the very autistic or retarded, has their little flights of fancy or little ideas and interpretations while listening to a good song. Jesus Christ, it is like she is a shell of a person. It makes me sad that their baby won't grow up being taught the value and enjoyment of art, because Kayla only consumes valueless pablum and doesn't make anything herself, and I don't know what Beth likes re: media, but I don't have high hopes in her taste either.

 

[Edgeworth]

"shoutout to that time that. I. Lost my job. Because!! I had to go!! to a psych ward!!! but w/e im faking my mental illness ig" - Kayla constantly trying to bring up shit that may or may not've happened for pity points.

Edit: HAH fucking called it

Time to start prioritizing someone other than yourself, selfish white-chocolate nigger lol Babies take up a LOT more time, attention and medical necessity than you do. Also



"Oh no! I didn't get the right amount of attention in the allotted time! It must be because I'm stupid, worthless and an idiot!" Yes. We've been saying that for... ten years.

 

[Fat Black Woman]

"shoutout to that time that. I. Lost my job. Because!! I had to go!! to a psych ward!!! but w/e im faking my mental illness ig" - Kayla constantly trying to bring up shit that may or may not've happened for pity points.

Edit: HAH fucking called it

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Time to start prioritizing someone other than yourself, selfish white-chocolate nigger lol Babies take up a LOT more time, attention and medical necessity than you do. Also

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"Oh no! I didn't get the right amount of attention in the allotted time! It must be because I'm stupid, worthless and an idiot!" Yes. We've been saying that for... ten years.

LMAO. That DX list is absolute gold. Thank you for finding that. She's literally too stupid to dramawhore her way into a BPD diagnoses, lol.

I think I have said this in this very thread, but let me re-emphasize how easy it is to get yourself hospitalized for psych. All they need to admit you is you saying that you're suicidal, have some sort of means to do it, and a plan. It can be the stupidest means and most retarded plan possible and it doesn't matter. You can say you're going to jump into the river. You can say you're going to swallow a Lego. They are obligated to take you. They don't really care about you or your welfare or if you're faking or not. Honestly, the nurses will probably make fun of you amongst themselves because these women have genuinely seen some SHIT. This is how most cows and munchies who complain of mental illness get their little "grippy sock vacations". They are under the impression that these "hospitalizations" (which they like to say that because it sort of kind of sounds a little bit involuntary, as if it's All Very Serious) validate their claims of mental illness and Intense Emotional Pain, when anyone with some knowledge of the mental health industry by profession or personal experience can easily recognize that this is not at all the case. Once again, distasteful. The secondhand embarrassment these women make me feel is gargantuan. Like Kayla's birthing hips.

I had a relation, will not specify which, who once barricaded herself in her coastally-themed bathroom and performatively scraped her wrists with a pink Bic razor until somebody finally got fed up and called 911. She was too dumb to even break it and take the razor out. She also tried to hang herself on her mother's Bowflex somehow, once. I didn't see that one but the visual is pretty funny. Semper fi, you retarded bitch.

 

[Greedy Fly]

It is wild to me that Kayla is incapable of listening to music and...imagining things in her mind's eye? That is fucking wild. HOW. How is that possible for a human being. I know not everybody visualizes stuff in their head, but surely almost everyone, even the very autistic or retarded, has their little flights of fancy or little ideas and interpretations while listening to a good song. Jesus Christ, it is like she is a shell of a person.

She claims she can only be "creative" when she's high but I get the impression it's frying her brain with weed that got her in this state in the first place. There's also the weirdest case of learned helplessness going on: she's trained herself to rely on external content for everything, outsourced all her thoughts and feelings to consoomable media and tumblr asks, and now she can't bear to sit by herself long enough to start a simple daydream.

Sure, some people don't literally visualize things, but aphantasia doesn't prevent a person from actually thinking creatively, the thoughts just take a different form than pictures. Kayla is just no thoughts, head empty.

 

[Mister Jewel Box]

To be honest, I don't even think Kayla needs/deserves mental health care.

Considering it's been this long and her only diagnoses are for your bog standard ADHD/anxiety/depression cocktail, she's almost definitely either playing it up for the Internet and/or she's lying to her therapist, in which case she's just wasting her own money and time. I always think back to her mother saying that she would be calmly playing with the dogs while in the middle of her "woe is me" suicidal meltdowns on Tumblr. It's a performance and even her followers aren't falling for it anymore.

Almost as boring as her more recent bout of "getting comfort" for... I dunno, FOs again. And photo mode for BG3 not being ideal enough for her.

If mods are so important to her then why did she buy the console version? What a retard lmao

 

[Edgeworth]

You guys. You guys. YOU FUCKING GUYS.

She is pitching an ABSOLUTE BITCHFIT over Larian Studios "not caring about fans" and is thinking about throwing away everything having to do with BG3. "Why?" You ask, confused because the lead dev in charge of the game completely supports the fans and sides with gamers when it comes to predatory practises in gaming openly. You wonder if it's possibly the actors, but wait, that's not right because the actors care about fans, too, as do modders, other fans and the rest of the dev team from what you've been able to tell. Maybe it's because she finally realises that no one gives a shit about her ugly Tav and that she's not special or unique when it comes to her being one of the hundreds of thousands of Astarion shippers?

Nope.

Get this: She's going nuclear because she thinks photo mode doesn't have enough romantic poses. She's legitimately under some delusion that most people who engage with BG3 do it exclusively because of romance, and that by Larian not including enough romantic poses for photo mode, they are SPITTING ON THE PLAYERS.

THIS IS ENTIRELY BECAUSE SHE'S INCAPABLE OF VISUALISING HER OCS WITH EXISTING CHARACTERS.

Spoiler: This is amazing

"I honestly don't think I've ever felt this alienated by a game honestly!" Welcome to being an actual Dragon Age fan. Let your ugly OC from Failguard replace Theil in your stupid little brain. "honestly honestly" - Department of Redundancy Department

Just when we thought the bar couldn't have sunk any lower into the fucking ground. Even her followers are calling her out on her absolutely retarded take.

Spoiler: anon replies

Her entitlement is INSANE.

On a pseudo-related note. Good news is that if you keep doubling down (please don't nooo you're so special and valued in the BG3 community I'd be heartbroken if you stopped bleating about your dogwater headcanon takes) then Theil will become a non-entity and you won't need to lament needing to spend money on mental health care instead of stuff you don't need.

Should've thought about this stuff before you decided to let your boywife have a fucking child but y'know, planning ahead isn't really something poor people are good at.

Edit: Good news, she decided to bolster what little commitment she has left and decided that after eating, she might not actually "need" to completely excise BG3 from her existence. Oh gee, oh gosh, it's almost like she did all this for attention. Well, you got it. What now?

 

[Trombonista]

If you ask me, she should sell her copy of BG3. That money could go toward diapers.

 

[retard strength II]

"so what game should I make my entire personality now?"

Life, nigga! Real life!! You are fucking insane, you've lost your god damn mind! You are hopeless! You are going to be a cuck parent to a baby that isn't even yours!

Get your shit together nigga cause you are a massive failure!!!

 

[beautiful person]

Lmao, she is something else. I'd almost believe that she has actual autism, because her theory of mind is nonexistent. She aggressively assumes that because she wants something, that everyone else must want it too. When informed that no one else cares at all, let alone to the extent that she does, she goes, 'but WHY does no one else care or want this? WHY don't they feel alienated and neglected like I do?!' Because making a vidya game your entire personality isn't actually normal. She could try to pass that statement off as facetious, but the anons saying she uses that vidya as a therapeutic tool are spot on. It's sad af, lmao.

 

[Trombonista]

I actually think she might have BPD.